Ok, first off: We went camping last weekend up at Sandy's trailer (Sandy is Allen's mom, which I'm sure I've mentioned before, but there it is again). It was quite amazing. Shawn came with us so it made it that much more fun. We went Friday after my mom got off work and Shawn and I left Sunday morning at 5 am so he could get home and to the zoo by 7. Anyway, it was mass amounts of fun. We walked down the beach and stuff so my sister and her friend could gather some rocks, then Shawn and I went back later and sat on the beach until I got creeped out cuz it was bitch black out and there were creepy lights in the water that I swear looked like they were floating towards us ( I scare easily...go figure). Sleeping arrangements were fun. Brett got the couch, my mom, mandy and her friend were on the blowup mattress, I had about a foot of room between the couch and the mattress on the floor and Shawn slept up near my head. Him and I spent half the night making faces at eachother. I finally fell asleep after 3 but kept waking up and Shawn didn't sleep well either. But from the sound of all the snores, everyone else slept like babies. I woke up for the last time around 8 or so, and Shawn was awake and everyone else slept for awhile longer. Shawn and I spent a good chunk of the day exploring the wilderness, playing in the sand, and being stalked by creepy old guys in the woods . Then everyone went to a few diff. apple orchards and stuff which was pretty fun. After dinner Shawn and I took Mandy and her friend to the beach so they could "not get more rocks" (which they did anyway) so Shawn and I layed on the beach and I was lookin at all the stars while he was tossing rocks at the girls. Quite amusing. Back at the trailer we watched "Legally Blonde 2" (it was funny in a couple spots but pretty damn stupid otherwise). Shawn and I attempted to sit outside by the fire with all the adults (who were all falling over drunk) until they started talking about balls and sex and made us go back inside (we're obviously not mature enough to handle that kind of stuff...losers). Sleeping Saturday night was even better cuz Allen got the couch which meant brett was on the inflatable mattress. Again Shawn and I spent half the night giggling at everyone's snoring. I finally fell alseep well after 2, and we dragged our asses up and out at 5. I took Shawn home, went home myself, and crashed for a few hours. So yeah, it was a great weekend.

Now, moving on...

Note: The next 3 paragraphs of this entry are a complete rant(I didn't mean to rant but I did and put too much time into typing it to erase it all). So go ahead and skip over that, there's nothing special about it except me bitching about CNS and my family getting on my nerves.

Sooooo homecoming was amazing. Seriously. I had the greatest time. I just wish I coulda somehow been at the Pep Rally. You have no idea how much it kills me that I couldn't be a part of that. I feel like I'm missing so much and it absoutely tears me apart. This is supposed to be the greatest year of my highschool career and I'm meant to spend it with the people that mean the most to me, the people who I'm going to be leaving in the summer and may never see again (at least not for a long time). But instead I'm in CNS with maybe 2 or 3 people that I can call good friends, but not best,not great, just barely good. And honestly those few people I can say haven't made an impact on my life, and I'm sure I'll forget them in a couple of years. But the people in WG I hope to know for my entire life, and here it is the last year we're all going to be together in one spot, and I only get to see them once every few weeks. It's not enough. I've been dealing with this same shit since I moved last year. And for awhile it got a little better. Sure I still missed everyone, and sure CNS still sucked balls, but I was dealing with it. But now the clock is ticking, and I'm realizing that more and more each day, and it really hit me hard last night. There's not gonna be much more of this. 37 more weeks of school.37 weeks. I don't think it's fair that I have to drag through school everyday, never really looking forward to it. I deserve to having a great time damnit. My sophomore year, I looked forward to school. Every damn day. I looked forward to spending time with my boyfriend and my friends everyday. But I haven't had that to look forward to in over a year now, so I find myself wishing more and more for the weekend "let this week be over already. Hopefully I'll get to see Shawn, maybe I'll get to see a friend or two" so instead of enjoying every day I've got left in what's supposed to be the greatest year of school I'll ever have, I keep wshing for it to go faster so I can get to the next weekend or the next dance or the next party or the next whatever that gets me out of the boring portion of my life.

Top all this off with the fact that I can barely stand half the people in my house half the freaking time. Lately my mom just seems to be in a bad moodquite a bit. Every other minute I'm getting fussed at for something or another whether it's my fault or not. Apparently I'm lazy and I don't care and I don't appreciate anyone or anything and I'm a self centered teenager and blah blah blah. I'm far from lazy, I do more shit around the house than anyone else. I do the dishes everyday, and one day I got home from school and I was exhausted so I took a nap and didn't get the dishes done by the time she got home...yeah, so I'm completely lazy cuz of that. And I'm obviously selfcentered and don't care about anyone else cuz I spend half the night in my room away from everyone else. Granted half the time mandy is in there every 5 minutes asking me things or wanting to watch TV or something with me and that's fine. But since I don't sit in the living room all night with everyone watching shit I don't care about or putting up with her bf farting and stanking up the whole first floor of our house, I don't care. Excuse me for having homework or other crap I'd rather be doing.

I'm not saying it's always bad, honestly most of the time we all cohabitate as a happy little family. I love dinner with my family, usually we have so much fun. And a lot of the time my mom and I are messing around and joking with eachother, she's like a big kid and I hope I can be that much fun with my kids. And honest to God I love her to death, she's an incredible woman, and my little sister is absolutely amazing and completely adorable, my brother can be fun when he wants to be, and Allen is hysterical and him and I pick on eachother all the time. But it's the stupid stuff when we're all arguing and can't stand eachother that stands out.

Gosh, I didn't mean for this whole entry to turn into a complete rant that no one really gives a damn about. So sorry for boring u

So, back to the subject of this entry. As the title suggests,Wildcats really do it best.I had the greatest time at the dance last night. I ghetto danced, I booty danced, I grinded a human pole or 2, I made those blinky lights inappropriate... it was all quite amazing. Granted I didn't get a good slow dance all night cuz Shawn is a total whore, but I've got another dance next Saturday, so he can make it up then  and I had tons of fun dancing regular with him, so it's all good. We all went to Denny's afterwards for some food. It was quite fun there. Then Shawn and I went back to his house after, which was empty. Perfect opportunity for some, maybe, but I was creeped out and Shawn took much delight in practically scaring the piss out of me.Literally.I reeeeeaaallly had to pee and he decided it'd be cute to tackle me and scream like a monkey while doing so. I screamed, called him a little fucker then we both busted out laughing because all the windows in the house were open, and I'm sure a neighbor or 2 was ready to call the cops and report a rape in progress or something.

Annnnd....ummm....yeah. Things I'm Looking Forward To:

1-Yet another dance next Saturday which I get to get all nice and dressed up for.
2- Camping with Shawn and his family in 2 weeks (wooooooot)
3- Panic! At the Disco Concert November 17th avec Harsma

And I won't be able to update again for probably a month because the next weekend that I'm sposed to be here is the weekend I'm going camping. So, unless the magic computer fairy decides to fix my computer soon, adios till the end of October.

 

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