OK! To say that I forgot about this thing is a COMPLETE understatement.

And it wasn't so much that I forgot about it...just more that basically jack squat ever really happens worth writing about half the time. And when something of some signifigance does occur, I don't think to post on here or it's something I doubt anyone but myself really gives 2 shits about.

And there's been times where I've come on here, typed out a full entry, and bagged it before I finish because I find myself BITCHING non-stop and I don't want this to be a bitchy journal.

But for God's sake, all anyone does is bitch around here(and by here, I mean my house), so it's quite contagious.

And I don't want to post garbage for the sake of ranting and getting it out of my system, because honestly I run my mouth (or rather my fingers in this case) and say crap I don't mean cuz I get all kinds of angry and I have a complete inability to say stuff to people's faces when I'm mad/angry/upset/et al.

ANYWAY, I'm gonna try to do better about this thing. I'm actually kinda mad that I haven't been updating religiously like I used to, because I won't be able to come back to this thing years from now and read about how my senior year was...but I'll have quite a record of the 2 years prior...mainly because life rocked then (and by then I of course mean 10th grade, obv.) and now it SUCKS...which brings us back to why I never update.

Jesus, it's a cycle.

A vicious one at that.

I don't even know where to start right now...

well, I guess, for 1- I'm going to Canisius, as opposed to UT. Long story short: UT was far too much money and didn't even offer the major I wanted. Canisius has a wayyyy better program, it's gonna be one hell of a lot cheaper, and I'll get more travel opportunities, which is exciting.

2- 10 DAYS UNTIL BALL!!!!!! (I'm excited can't you tell?)

and yeah, I gotta go do stuff...ness.

Yeah, that.

Oh,yeah, and it's been...2 years and...4 months as of today. Call me a loser, but, I'm still keepin track.