~~Welcome to the most boring thing you will probably ever read.~~ 
~"Only thing to do is jump over the moon!"
~"Kiss Me-It's Beginning to Snow"
~"I Have Always Loved You, You Can See It In My Eyes."
~"Rock it like Amadeus." 
~"There's no fight we cannot win
Just you and I
Defying gravity"
~"Kiss Me too fiercely
Hold me too tight
I need help beliving You're with me tonight, My wildest dreams Could not forsee Lying beside you With you wanting me..."
~"Just for this moment, As long as you're mine, Come be how you want to, And see how bright we shine. Borrow the moonlight Until it is through, And know I'll be here holding you
As long as you're mine"
~"Eleka nahmen nahmen Ah tum ah tum eleka nahmen..."
~"
Touch!
Taste!
Deep!
Dark!
Kiss!
Beg!
Slap!
Fear!
Thick!
Harder!
Faster!
Wetter!
Bastard! (
Hot,Sweat Sweet)
You WHORE!
You Cannibal!
MORE!
You Animal!"
~I love you more than you could ever know, more than I could ever show.
*~1-1-05~*
...but my arm hurts, not my headOK! To say that I forgot about this thing is a COMPLETE understatement.
And it wasn't so much that I forgot about it...just more that basically jack squat ever really happens worth writing about half the time. And when something of some signifigance does occur, I don't think to post on here or it's something I doubt anyone but myself really gives 2 shits about.
And there's been times where I've come on here, typed out a full entry, and bagged it before I finish because I find myself BITCHING non-stop and I don't want this to be a bitchy journal.
But for God's sake, all anyone does is bitch around here(and by here, I mean my house), so it's quite contagious.
And I don't want to post garbage for the sake of ranting and getting it out of my system, because honestly I run my mouth (or rather my fingers in this case) and say crap I don't mean cuz I get all kinds of angry and I have a complete inability to say stuff to people's faces when I'm mad/angry/upset/et al.
ANYWAY, I'm gonna try to do better about this thing. I'm actually kinda mad that I haven't been updating religiously like I used to, because I won't be able to come back to this thing years from now and read about how my senior year was...but I'll have quite a record of the 2 years prior...mainly because life rocked then (and by then I of course mean 10th grade, obv.) and now it SUCKS...which brings us back to why I never update.
Jesus, it's a cycle.
A vicious one at that.
I don't even know where to start right now...
well, I guess, for 1- I'm going to Canisius, as opposed to UT. Long story short: UT was far too much money and didn't even offer the major I wanted. Canisius has a wayyyy better program, it's gonna be one hell of a lot cheaper, and I'll get more travel opportunities, which is exciting.
2- 10 DAYS UNTIL BALL!!!!!! (I'm excited can't you tell?)
and yeah, I gotta go do stuff...ness.
Yeah, that.
Oh,yeah, and it's been...2 years and...4 months as of today. Call me a loser, but, I'm still keepin track. 